Kiki - I've known a few people with chronic fatigue/depression, it passed in time. May I humbly offer - Don't "should be" or "should do" yourself crazy, and don't turn to drugs or alcohol. Life takes time to unfold, you can't force it. All the best!
Writing is draining, Kiki. Mentally and physically. Sometimes it does us good to have a break from it. I hope you can get things sorted as it doesn’t sound good that you’re so tired all the time. I stopped writing on Medium as it wasn’t worth it. I still get views but never earn a cent. I hope you feel stronger and livelier soon. Sending virtual hugs and positive vibes.
Oh, Kiki, I didn't realize you were here and read this piece on Medium first. I have not totally migrated off it yet, but I'm here more than there. Sorry for the fatigue and depression; I understand it, have lived it, and hope you find more energy and more peace of mind. You are a treasure and so many of us have found/strengthened our writing selves with your help.
Hi Sheri!! Nice to see you here! Even though I have the pubs on Medium, I've also been posting more here lately myself. It's kind of a breath of fresh air. Wishing you a fantastic 2025!
I hear you. I've been sober 5 years (this time) and can say it's been the most challenging period for my mental health. No question, Covid "fun", buying a small business that was totally F'd up, adjusting to life in crazy LaLa Land contributed. Depression is a bitch too and I naively thought when booze was removed from the equation for an extended period, the depression would magically dissipate.
Kiki, I am sitting here thinking this piece should include the word Irony somewhere in the title. Wonderful writing about fatigue and depression and sobriety, but mainly it is a beautiful essay on the difficulty of writing!
Depression drives me to my bed too. And as Rosy said, writing can be exhausting. I wish I could do more than send you a hug and pray you feel better. 💐
I may not understand from the perspective of sobriety but the constant state of depletion is highly relatable. Is it depression, perimenopause or a state of feeling stuck? Most likely a combination of all three and it has become debilitating. Sending you thoughts of light and love.
I find this so brave, to write with such honesty. I very much relate and am happy to have found someone who puts a voice and words to things I feel, but feel ashamed to admit. Thank you.
Kiki - I've known a few people with chronic fatigue/depression, it passed in time. May I humbly offer - Don't "should be" or "should do" yourself crazy, and don't turn to drugs or alcohol. Life takes time to unfold, you can't force it. All the best!
Love this advice -- thank you!
Read this during a 4 am bout with insomnia and sent you a mental hug.
Writing is draining, Kiki. Mentally and physically. Sometimes it does us good to have a break from it. I hope you can get things sorted as it doesn’t sound good that you’re so tired all the time. I stopped writing on Medium as it wasn’t worth it. I still get views but never earn a cent. I hope you feel stronger and livelier soon. Sending virtual hugs and positive vibes.
Hi Rosy! I find myself writing on Substack more right now. It's a refreshing change. And at least I'm writing! :-)
Oh, Kiki, I didn't realize you were here and read this piece on Medium first. I have not totally migrated off it yet, but I'm here more than there. Sorry for the fatigue and depression; I understand it, have lived it, and hope you find more energy and more peace of mind. You are a treasure and so many of us have found/strengthened our writing selves with your help.
Hi Sheri!! Nice to see you here! Even though I have the pubs on Medium, I've also been posting more here lately myself. It's kind of a breath of fresh air. Wishing you a fantastic 2025!
To a fantastic 2025!
I hear you. I've been sober 5 years (this time) and can say it's been the most challenging period for my mental health. No question, Covid "fun", buying a small business that was totally F'd up, adjusting to life in crazy LaLa Land contributed. Depression is a bitch too and I naively thought when booze was removed from the equation for an extended period, the depression would magically dissipate.
Thank you for sharing your experience. I can definitely identify with much of what you say!
Thank you for sharing your journey through your mind map. 🎈 Grace be with you.
Thank you, Scarlet!
It was a gift to tune in
Kiki, I am sitting here thinking this piece should include the word Irony somewhere in the title. Wonderful writing about fatigue and depression and sobriety, but mainly it is a beautiful essay on the difficulty of writing!
Thank you so much!
Depression drives me to my bed too. And as Rosy said, writing can be exhausting. I wish I could do more than send you a hug and pray you feel better. 💐
Hi Susan!! It's been a while! Thank you for your warm wishes! xo
It has! Wonderful to be in touch again. xo
I may not understand from the perspective of sobriety but the constant state of depletion is highly relatable. Is it depression, perimenopause or a state of feeling stuck? Most likely a combination of all three and it has become debilitating. Sending you thoughts of light and love.
I find this so brave, to write with such honesty. I very much relate and am happy to have found someone who puts a voice and words to things I feel, but feel ashamed to admit. Thank you.
So. Deeply. Relatable! Xo